escape:

to slip or get away, as from confinement or restraint; gain or regain liberty; to slip away; fade.

I am currently seeking an escape. I think when you're young you think having more independence will give you a chance for more of an escape. It never really does though- it's just a distraction: to create a pleasant diversion.

I am looking for any of it, at this point. An escapism (the avoidance of reality by absorption of the mind in  an imaginative situation, activity, etc.), escape, or distraction.

I feel as if it's a selfish thought to want to drop everything and leave for a month, or a week, or even a day. I know I'd be letting many people down. I am just not so sure how much longer I can put up with the fake smiles, the fronts, the hormones, and the fickleness of today's society. I can't decide if it's crazy or heart breaking to see society change this much in only 15 years.

An escape. An escape from this world.

"We say how sick society is, but we are society."