It's time to begin again.

It's been decided. I'll be walking across the stage in June 2013
My  2 year plan. 24 months. is being put into 5 short months.. I have this. Or, I hope I do.
& even on days that I think I don't have it, any of it, I'll flaunt it like I do until the end of the day- when I can take my hair down, end up on my knees, praying for help to get over this day, for strength for the next, and hope.

Maybe this is good though...
Deciding to stay away from any kind of relationships.. Focusing on my education.. Getting my license.. Finding a job..
& so on.

As back and forth as I have been lately about everything- I need to rest secure in Him. not him. or her. or you.

in Him.

"let the beloved of the Lord rest secure in Him;

for He shields them all day long."

I was able to escape to the beach-just overnight for the weekend- and I'm so glad that I did. If you've been reading my blog for awhile: you know that the beach, salt water, sand- it's my outlet. 

I'm coming back home though
& I'm so happy that God is willing to set this heart free once again...
& that He doesn't judge.. and only loves..

All this time I knew I always was able to come back here to this place of redemption and sanity.. & be on my knees, broken and abandoned- but with hope because my God.
well, He never, ever fails. & hasn't left my side since day 1.

remind my soul..

that I am Yours..

I am forever Yours...